On May 10, 2012, Cody and I received the biggest news of our lives: We're pregnant! After nine years together and almost four years of marriage, to say we are "ready" to start a family would be an understatement. This is something we have dreamed about since we were teenagers (and for me, for as long as I can remember - I think I was born with a baby-doll in my hand)!
Looking back on our time together as a couple, I can truly say that God has perfect timing. I spent the past few years longing for a baby, almost to the point of depression. But things just never seemed to work out for us. The time was never right. I desperately relied on God's word. There is a verse that I have kept on my fridge, and in my heart, the past few years:
"Delight yourself in the Lord and he will give you the desires of your heart...Be still before the Lord and wait patiently for Him, do not fret..." -Psalms 37:4,7
While I can't say that I have always been "still" or "patient", I can say that the Lord always keeps His promises. I recently read in a book that if you want something, and God hasn't given it to you, then it means you don't need it yet! How profound. So I have really been trying to focus on the blessings I do have in my life. First and foremost, my wonderful husband, who makes everyday fun in some way and fills my life with love and joy. And of course my family, my sisters/bestfriends, my adorable nephews, my friends, my wonderful job, and my church family. Just when I started to feel content in my life and with all that God has blessed me with..."BAM!"...he answered our prayer! My heart is overflowing with thankfulness to the Lord, he has truly given me the desire of my heart - to be a mother.
Joy. That is the only word I can use to describe the state Cody and I are in right now. When I shared the news with him, we couldn't stop laughing! We were so happy. Sharing the news with our family was another story. We decided to tell our moms on Mother's Day, but we weren't sure if Cody would be at work or not. Cody got home from work late on Saturday night, so we tried to coax our moms into coming over for their "gifts". It took a lot of coaxing. And there was a lot of grumbling on their parts. They didn't understand the big deal, why couldn't they just get their gift the next time they saw us? We practically had to beg them to come over. Once we finally convinced them, they were pleasantly surprised by their gifts - baby onesies with "Coming Jan 2013" written on the front! I think they were glad they made the trip.
Well here's to an exciting and eventful 9 months!
"Every good and perfect gift is from above...." -James 1:17
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